Thursday, April 22, 2010

SHOW MUST GO ON!!!

Nearly a month ago,a life changing incident took place. It was a pleasant Sunday evening, a phone call dumbstruck me. it was a call from my maternal aunt & from her voice it was very evident that something was drastically wrong. So i tried to maintain calm & rushed to the hospital. When i reached there,I got the news that shook the ground beneath me as if an earthquake of 9.0 on Richter scale had taken place.the news was that my uncle was no more. he was the victim of cardiac arrest .
In a fraction of second all the events in my life flash backed .The traffic of my emotions was so much so that i was not able to talk, cry, move and was still as a hard rock. But i was taken aback to reality as i had to take care of my mom and my aunt as these many people were only present at that moment.also, it was my job to convey this news to the friends and family as both my mom and aunt were not able to gather enough courage to do this job.amidst heavy emotions of mine. It was me who conveyed this sad news to everyone courageously. never in my mind i had thought that i would be doing such a thing ever in my life of conveying the demise news of my very much beloved person in my life
Everything was over in a matter of few minutes.This event traumatised me, tears were just the vent to my uncontrollable emotions & pain for the next two days....
This was the second turning point in my life. It is a matter of coincidence that the first turning point of my life was caused by the same person.In the first case he transformed me from a 'Dumb,inactive & failure' child to a 'Topper,active child in my school. And now, this event changed my childish & somewhat carefree person to a matured person. This taught me a important lesson in my life that "Nothing in this world is permanent".When a person is born, he just gets a chance to live his years & finally bids a "sayonara" to this world. So one must try an make few years joyful &try and make as many people happy because at the end we take nothing with us its just the 'sweet memories' that we leave behind in minds of people so why not try and give only good memories . People must remember you as a good person & a person whose absence is always felt for his goodness.
These days were the most stressful days of my life because it is very difficult for a daughter to forget her father and yes he was my second father. Right from my birth until his last breath he always loved me as his daughter.Now i feel that to make his soul happy its my duty to look upon my very sweet & caring aunt as she has also cared for me & nurtured me from my childhood until now.
Nearly a month has passed & after such a long time I have accepted the harsh reality & one thing is very clear in my mind now that however rich,poor ,good ,bad etc you cannot escape "death" as it is the only surest thing in life to happen.I also think that "Death" has made man's life wonderful because one knows that he is just a tenant in this world so he tries to multiply his joys by spreading it to all & divides the sorrow by facing them courageously.
But one thing is also true that a person lives his stipulated years but people who are dependent on him must go on just to make the person's soul happier & rest in peace...Hence we say that "THE SHOW MUST GO ON"

I dedicate this blog to my beloved mama & i pray to god that may his soul rest in peace."I will always miss you a lot "MAMA"